Saturday, October 20, 2007
1:13:00 PM
I'm sorry..
since Raya, i had rented a car til yesterday afternoon..been driving alot..from da west to da east, from north coast to da southside..its tiring..its not dat i'm complainin..serious..but da exhaustion is catchin up on me...this morning i jus felt da pressure..did not do any OTs this week..not dat i'm lazy or need da rest but i've suffered an ulcer on my lower lips which not visible to others..its not painful but i can't chew on food like usual..plus, i had a fever on one of da days..i'm not blaming my sickness dat causes me to offend someone or some of my frens...i know it was a mistake, a terrible mistake..i'm feelin da guilt now..this morning was da performance i did wit Jin for 4PM @M HOTEL..do catch a glimpse of da performance if it appears on da news..it was too early for a performance..imagine have to report 7am for soundcheck?? but we came late cos we didn't have enuff sleep last nite..in fact, i didn't have enuff sleep thru out da whole week..tryin to sleep now but i can't cos took panbesy this mornin (side effect : stayin awake and hyper til i drop dead )...will be goin to M.O.S later to catch Chaz battling it out for National Rap Battle Finals..dun worry guys, i won't be partying..werking tmr..jus not in da mood for parties..lastly, i would like to apologise to whoever i have offended recently..i'm not tryin to be egoistic..